Ariana Grande sounds like a font on Microsoft Word
trying to make a situation better but ending up making it worse like
I knew for you it was different. You were afraid of things changing, losing the spark. So you threw away the momentum and distanced yourself. You said you didn’t want us to be close, then have to separate again. And I suppose you were right. I don’t think you think it could ever be the same again although every time I talk to you it feels like it is. So I stopped. You don’t think it could be what I thought our friendship could be. It totally could be. It’s your birthday and I messaged you because I knew you would be wondering if I was going to wish you a happy one. I got back a “I miss you too so much.” It meant so much to me before, and it still means a lot to me but its different now. Maybe what I miss is what I remember of you and what you miss is who I was. There’s no way we’re still who we were but even so, I miss you like I’ve never missed anyone before. I’m absolutely sure that we’ll still be counting the years, and even the months and I’ll be thinking of you. I didn’t even feel it happening. I just knew that it would and now here I am, stopped, not realizing that I had already, seeing what was.
2014 09 17 22:14